Ariana Grande Posts Candid Video Memorializing Mac Miller: ‘You Were My Dearest Friend’

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One week after Mac Miller’s death, his ex-girlfriend Ariana Grande has written an elegy for the rapper on Instagram. “i adored you from the day i met you when i was nineteen and i always will,” Grande wrote in the caption, posted with a candid video of Miller on Friday. “i can’t believe you aren’t here anymore. i really can’t wrap my head around it. we talked about this. so many times. i’m so mad, i’m so sad i don’t know what to do. you were my dearest friend. for so long. above anything else.” Miller was found dead of a suspected overdose on September 7.

Miller and Grande began dating in summer of 2016, and broke up in May 2018. Grande previously posted a black-and-white photo of Miller after his death was reported, and turned off her comments on Instagram. “i’m so sorry i couldn’t fix or take your pain away,” Grande wrote in the new post. “i really wanted to. the kindest, sweetest soul with demons he never deserved.”

Ariana Grande Posts Candid Video Memorializing Mac Miller